A hard slap of reality, I had almost convinced myself that Aiden would not lose his hair…. for some reason I thought since he was born with so much hair his hair cells would overcome the radiation. I know this may sound silly…. I am pushing down the tears and making jokes to get Aiden to laugh protecting him a bit longer, quickly hiding my hand, hiding the truth as I rub the #Aquaphor down his spine and scar on back of head from surgery like we do every night….but this is not like every night… this is hard… this is real

November 19th, 2016

6 months old and had to cut his bangs 3 times! He reminded me of a “Beatles”
First week at home, pretty comfy… silky black hair I questioned whose baby this was he reminded me of a Eskimo
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