I will never be able to look back and say it was not for lack of trying. I have faltered, I am not this strong person people see all the time, but….
Closing a Chapter
"How did your weekend go?" the ultimate question…. moving out of the Ronald McDonald House Toronto after 5 month was very emotional. I said goodbye to another mother, who is on her second time being here and also on her 5 month mark. She is there with her husband, two healthy boys and sick daughter …
Groundhogs Day
We left for hospital at 9:30 am this morning, after OT at 7 and PT at 8. Once again waiting, sitting in the MRI room; yellow walls, contemporary pale olive colored chairs. I wonder what studies have been done to determine the best color for waiting rooms, but truly I wonder what the results will …
The Mask
“Anxieties race as start date speeds upon us. Denyal still lingers but reality slowly sets in.” In less then a week Aiden will start radiation. I try to imagine what it will be like, what will our days look like? Will he get extra tired right away? How long untill he losses his hair? I …