3 months since Aiden’s passing, I feel the clock tick but the speed is unknown to me. I realize time is an illusion of our minds. Am I going too fast? Am I not going fast enough? Where is the rule book on losing a child and healing? The last 2 weeks I feel like […]
Friday May 1st we said our final goodbyes to Aiden in a private funeral service and honoured Aiden with family bbq, balloons to heaven and birthday cake. I would like to share the beautiful eulogy written by Aiden’s Aunt Christine below as I really could not have written it any better….. Aiden was a son, […]
I will never be able to look back and say it was not for lack of trying. I have faltered, I am not this strong person people see all the time, but….
I have tried to be positive but it just seemed since December it was bad news after bad news. This last MRI I prepared myself for the worst. We had even talked about taking Aiden off the Chemo if it once again showed it was not working. Seeing the strain the chemo puts on his body has been so heartbreaking, every round just getting harder and harder to see him go through. I have been so focused on creating the best experiences for the boys and memories, living life to the fullest with the time we have.
They say one day at a time and I never truly understood it until now but it really is that way as we sit here. After coming out of surgery Thursday morning and first seeing Aiden, that he had made it, that the surgery had gone pretty much as planned, that loss of life was […]